cant read my paker face

screw up september?

sucky september?

But still.. im glad that i was able to change to a better person.

Sorry to hear bout it babe.. take care, anythinng can talk to me!!

You get over it and please make an effort to change into a better man.

And yoU already won the game. A cheater aint worth any1's time.

YOU still have a chance.. juz need to talk it out with him!!!

oh shit... i need time to recollect my thoughts brb (2159 Hrs)

Okay I'm back!! (2222 Hrs)

i saw a cute + pretty girl = overall not bad!! got deep dimples and fair but.. tall.. WHY??!!!

finally a girl that caused 2 stones to strike each other!!

muz be some dude's gf! nv ever ever seen her in my area!!!DAMN!

Oh ya.. levall has a VERY VERY CUTE VOICE!!

hmmmm (2224 Hrs)

cant think already (2303 Hrs)

To all those who are feeling sad or depressed or sick or wadever thats negative.. take care and enjoy life with your frens!

lolly poop

Monday was funny with ah jon..

he abit sot plug.. scenario

He was too bored till he wrote ARMPIT WATER on a piece of musking tape!

then paste on haoyu's chest.. funny.

Why armpit water?? he say's its the water that comes out from your armpits.

Then he went looking for joey who was sitting behind the partition and pasted

ARMPIT WATER on his back.. and joey was totally oblivious to it.. and still asked us what we were laughing about!!!

And today was bad.. standing game sucked very hard!!!

but these few days quite lucky.. don't need wait too long for buses!!

maomao was hiding in the pillows.. hahah so shy.. so silly!

HEYO.

mang ka li say hello!

I feel black.. i look quite black..

when is the golden brown crispy skin coming out for me!!

thanks to a few of you out there.. including You , YOU, yOu and yoU

for ur hugs!

Thanks for cheering me up during the down time

i will get the production line moving as planned.

And you are very welcomed!

yawn

thanks.

i wanna say something to u..

Don't end up being worst than before =] , there's nothing wrong to have fun.

But if i ever get married i wouldn't want people telling me that my wife used to be a whore.

I think no guy would want to have that scenario every happening.

Mao mao has been sleeping on his own these days.. hiding from the weight of my body

XD

Seriously.

I thought about this for some time.

And the conclusion is... i have no doubt about me being able to maintain the kind of guy i've changed into.

But the thing is,

Is it really all my fault only?

The whole problem of our r/s is my fault?

Well it is too late to say anything now.

If i can bend in and compromise.. i don see why you can't.

It's rather disappointing to know that after i gave a second chance,

you left me with more disappointment.

Don't be too quick to rebut

Look deep and see what have u done right after the 2nd chance i gave you.

And seriously i feel like a safety net. FUCK

homies

im back..

quite enjoyable.. but not quite wad i was expecting..

still! HAH!

im going to patricia's birthday party.

meeting up with simin first

And once again happy birthday pat.

Scenario:

if you are holding on to the gas and the spark ain't good enough to light it up

will the place explode on ignition or the gas will run out first... or maybe it will light up as you want it to be.

Food for thought : thinking about the food!

I LOVE MAOMAO too much..

wad else can i say.

Maybe its gonna be long.

Too much time to think today..

Might get quite emotional.

EMO personnel please click on the 'X' on the top right corner of your window. (computer screen)

[I seriously miss the feelings that You gave me]

When I held you in my arms.

When I played with You.

When I laughed at You.

When I stroked Your hair.

[The sensations that was no more]

The times when you looked into my Eyes.

The times when u Snuggled close to me.

The times when your Silly antics amused me.

The times when your company was all i Needed.

[Regrets]

The scarce amount of time i spent on You

The amount of attention i gave You

The occasions that i didn't notice You were hurt

The times where i was helpless.

In the end. Lessons learnt, experience gained.

Ever since you moved off it wont be the same again.

: Analogy :

A farmer has a tree that bears fruits but he didn't care much for the yields of the tree.

The tree was unhappy that her children were near her foot and dying around her.

Then 1 day the farmer finally realize that the tree was dejected.

So he gives all his time, effort and affection to the tree.

But after trying for seasons. The tree bore no fruit.

Finally the farmer gives up and was in dismay.

When the season change and will the tree finally show buds

Or

Will other sprouts catch the farmers attention.

Only time will tell.

Okay back to today.. its juz boring. BO RING = no ring = very eng

And to my special friend. I really wouldn't want you to end up walking the same path as i did

I would try my best to give you advise but in the end people will only learn through experience.

PLEASE don be like wad i used to be.

To top it all off..

Damien's song choice of the day

Sponsored by : Ms. Corrine Chua Wan Shih!

No Surprise by Daughtry

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...

[Chorus]

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow

I can't believe that I stayed till today

Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow

But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as NO SURPRISE

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

[Chorus]

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

Written by: Chris Daughtry, Chad Kroeger, Eric Dill, and Rune Westberg

Alrite take care friendz.

LOL

HI!

Okay as promised.. I'm here to blog

Eventful year i should say..

I went for course in June met some great people.. enjoyed myself there..

well.. still... being a trainee still sucked!! and i mean A LOT!

Hmmmm.. Went double O last Friday!

1 guy wasted another guy down. 4 guys went butter with 2 Jap chicks?

3 guys stranded 1 guy sober! total count 10. Great gathering but down too fast.. and PLEASE don defect to another place. FOCUS!

Lets not touch on the emo nemo stuff.. kinda brings people down.

Okay. Today swimming with Tob TJ Jonah and Favien.

Chlorinated no more.. but the pool.. seriously needs some vacuuming!!!

Maybe i'll grow spores sooner or later.

Came home had spaghetti. And i did something dumb.

I placed maomao on the living room chair with my glasses on.

And my Grandma asked wad i was doing.. i told her "He wants to watch TV"

She burst out laughing.. COOL? DAMN!!!!

Changed my very first light.

The kitchen light was a goner so my dad was busy playing some computer game. (like LUXOR)

so i had to do it. Its not the regular bulb kind.. more complex. Had to change the wires and attach it to the power supply then add a spark thingy and then to the light!

SWEE? simply ASWESOME!!!

ALRITE guys time for bed.. i think XD