A Dream Not Sweet After Awakening

I tried to sweep you off ur feet.
The blank stare you gave me,
was really not appropriate.

Had a really really nice dream.
Woah! it's been a really long time since i had a dream.
Juz to share but not much.
It was really sweet and good.
I awoke feeling happy..
After giving it a hard thought and comparing it to the reality.
It's something that i don't think will happen.
It's quite disappointing in some cents.

FUCK i'm not having reactions to girls --( i still have erections mind you.)
Well i'll juz have to wait for time to pass.
woke up to an empty house.
an empty room.

LOL.. im getting emo in the toilet while writing this.

I guess the real reason for me rotting at home was the love that i always get.
Come to think of it, i missed out on the little things in life. The finer details.
I was complacent, I was living in my head and i was overconfident.
I was in my own maze, all the time spent alone pondering about myself and about her.
I found out, I learnt and i started to wonder.

I guess it could also be the wandering watermelon wonders.
some in-animated object juz wandering in wonder.
give it some thought, some of us might also be like this. OR MAYBE ITS JUZ ME..

Jack's quote
Your duty is to love and care for the woman, the rest is up to her.

And of course never play mind games.
I would do my rightful duty from now on.
still have to prepare RO for tonight. I'm in need of company!!!
And of course im still on the toilet bowl.

Shitting On
17May09
Nonsense Boy

Honey Im home!!

SEDIHIAAAAAHHH!!!!
My Motto
Together We Distract
Rambling On for 16May09

I miss you so much ya know?
the way i need to stare at you,
the way i feel your buttons ;p
the way u subtly shock me.
the way ur pure white skin seduces me.

Oh yea! thanks for jioing me out guys and girls!
first is Ck, thanks for the drinks.
Then is CBK Ah boi and Ck again.
Then S.y mei, who treat me eat.
Then today movie date with brendan, chin chin and J.W sorry PS u guys!!! XD
Of course there's Jack. Thanks for the treats!!

And not to forget the good will of TTJ, Sam and Shawny.
and Rene who was willing to teach me dancing. ;]

Did i leave any 1 out?

Safety net message
Thanks to all those who gave me their support and concern!

Don wanna get walloped.. lol!!
JF didnt turn up. (Reserve) Uncle char siew nv turn up oso.
Clubbing plans didnt work out.
Sam wasnt free and i didnt know to go to Rochor to join TJ ge.

I guess i really to have some 1 give me cash to spend.
IF not i'll be eating grass for the rest of the month.

Quote of The Day
If im ur fren i'll slap you to wake you up from ur slumber!

Safety Message
Better early when meeting ur gf, then early in the next life.

Singing Off key
1 and only
Nonsense Boy